Stupid people are stupid...

I have an old friend...who I grew apart from. it's not all that bad or anything, it happens. Especially when I'm never ever on facebook >.>

She's had a rough year, I know. Divorced her husband (which I knew would happen the moment she told me they were getting married. I didn't say anything, I liked her then), moved back to the States... But she commented on a status I posted and made me look like I was this really mean person. Which was incredibly rude! I was complaining how I get the facebook statuses of certain people sent to my phone, but lately they've been messing up. I'll get a bunch of little squares instead. She said "get a smart phone, you won't have that problem." My response? "That's dumb, I don't want to have to buy a whole new phone for something that simple." Maybe this can be read wrong, yes, but I think she knows I wasn't calling her dumb. It's facebook that's being dumb, by requiring me to have a smart phone to get status updates. Right? I mean...I'm generally a really nice person, why would she ever assume I was calling her dumb? I'd never do that in a public place, that's awful!

She said this: "you don't buy a smartphone for that reason... sorry for being "dumb""

Ugh! I know we're not best friends like we used to be, and maybe I'm totally overreacting, but god!I never call anyone dumb to their faces, never! No matter how long i've known them! Unless they do something mean to me, I won't do a thing. I'm too worried about upsetting people!


Some of us don't work in a cell phone store, girlie. Some of us don't need smart phones. And some of us don't wanna spend the cash on one when we barely use the regular cell phone we already have -.- If you had a bad day or whatever, I'm sorry, but that's no reason to take it out on me!
~Emmy

Life

Sucks. Rocks. is boring. Too busy. If you can think of an adjective, it's likely I'll be able to relate to it in some way.

Right now, I'm both really happy and really frustrated. And guilty especially. I have a roleplay partner and we're having a blast...and in the weirdest way, we're best friends. But only in so far that our friendship is stuck in a fantasy world.

The moment she brings up family drama, or I bring up something complaining about real life stuff...it's like we're breaking down a wall that we usually don't even admit is there.

The awful part is a part of me hates when she does it. I know things are hard...she's losing her brother! There's nothing harder than knowing that he's dying and there's not much anyone can do about it. But I can't help! Usually I can offer advice, or cheer people up, and help...but with this there's really nothing I can do.

I don't hate that she needs to talk about it, I just hate that i have no idea how to respond to it >.<

It's so awful...I hate it.

-Emmy